Day One

So I was finally able to fall asleep before midnight last night. After baking almost 2 dozen Toll House cookies, I decided it was time to start up and get serious about my P90X. Rob should be home in a little over 5 months. I can finish a complete round of P90X and start Insanity! After a few weeks of my food induced depression I am trying whatever I can to stay busy and not dig deeper into this hole. So I woke up, to my clean house and started chest and back. JEEZ!!! I was hurting badly today and AB ripper X? I couldn't even finish it. Which was fine because the boys wanted breakfast and it was time to get myself together.

I mailed off Rob's small care package. It wasn't decorated or anything. Hopefully it will get to him soon since it has his allergy meds in it. Plus I threw in some of those cookies in order to sabotage his diet lol. No, I just know that he will be honest at my attempt at baking.

So during my depression phase I put on some weight. Im now back up to 142 and my face has completely broken out in. Im sure lack of sex doesn't help either. So Im drinking my water, exercising and hopefully I can start to sleep.

I also noticed something I liked reading on another friend's nlog. She had a top ten. I love that idea. So Thanks to Amanda Sutter I may have to steal that from her. Well that is it for today. I think it might be time for some lunch and then some time spent outdoors. The boys and I are going a little nutty in the house.